Friday, August 26, 2011

11:25 PM

The Pure of Kindness

Never imagine that I’ll feel this uncontrolled brain and feeling. All of things around is like laughing at me and make me so envy. Dominantly my friends go back to Padang and gathering with their family there, in Ramadhan and Id Fitri  L. In this holly ramadhan, I have to do all of activities by my own, and with Dina. Ya,, just both we are . I’ll pray Id fitri in mosque beside the house, in Depok. There is no family here, all of them is new people whom I never see them before. Owh, this is reality, even I still hope this is the dream that I’ll get up soon, as soon as possible. Once again, this is reality which I have to let it go on.

When I received good news that I can get a place to alive in next two weeks, I felt so lucky its such a great pleasure for me.. I’ve imagined that I’ll pray Id Fitri and going around while Lebaran Days.  I’ll feel Lebaran days with another family and this is would be the uniq experience for me.  But the luckiness not on me, the dreams keep in dreams, the imagination keeps in imagination. it doesn’t wanna change into the reality I hope. Family go to West Sumatera cause they’ve been so long time no go back to village. All of activities until Lebaran Days will be done by these  two pretty girls without family here,Jelsy and Dina. But,I  still must give thanks for this situation, to the God and to the family who are sooo kind to me. All of the members are so kind and there is no word can describe detail that how kind they are. They are a family, but there  is no connection with me before, they are actually dina’s family, but they wanna give me a place which is the homy place for me, not just a place, but the kindness and the warmness that they gave to me, it’s more than enough. They’re really like my family. I can feel atmosphere of family here. 

Many lessons I can get from this family, it’s not about the lesson in the school, but the value of life. The pure of kindness. Ya, it’s the point. I’ve found my new life with new family here. Their kindness will be a great point change in my life even they are never aware it. I pray to the God in order they always get the best in their life, and get more than they have given to the other. I hope your journey will be safe until arriving at this sweet  home.  Thanks so much, thank you very much Pak, Tek Des, Bg Andri, Bg Eja, Riri, and lovely Callista. But before I met them, surely cause of making a friend with my sista, Nae dina, thanks pretty.. *hugging